Led by temptation

April 9, 2017 (Nairobi): What is MEANING? What happens when a word, an event, a life, means? Meaning arises from the relation between one holonic (part-whole) unit to one or more others. And meaning is made possible by syntropy, LOVE, the cohesive force that connects things into assemblies in the first place. A word has …

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Red tape fury

October 30, 2016 (Kampala): Stephen Buehner writes in his book Ensouling Language how good writers need to know what makes them furious in this world and use that power in their writing. Over the course of this week I've realized one of mine: I am infuriated that something as good and pleasurable as human sexuality …

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Cosmic sexuality

Today one of my sisters-in-law is expected to give birth to her first child. I'll write this post in honor of that momentous event. Yesterday I watched videos by Teal Swan on the psychological split within women and men. Her words seeded my mind, and this post is a birth of verbal expression. Sexuality isn't …

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Other men’s wives

April 25, 2016 (Kampala): I'm reading a book about Christians' ambivalence toward their bodies and their embodied existence. One test-case for me is my high level of uncertainty about hugging other men's wives in greeting. Take Jessica and Cindy, for example. I find them both fun and attractive, physically and otherwise. I like to talk …

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Sacred sensation

***WARNING*** This post contains sexual themes some may find uncomfortable. December 28, 2015 (Timu): Since reading Sardello's book on Silence, I've been trying out some meditation techniques. Three days ago, I was out on a large rock for my morning quiet time. I closed my eyes and focused my attention on the enveloping silence. I …

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(Dis)obedience

November 29, 2015 (Kampala): Yesterday morning we stuck around the Baptist Mission and didn't do much. Then we went to Little Donkey for lunch. From there I walked to Kololo Airstrip to see Pope Francis for my 'spiritual pilgrimage' into Kampala. As it turned out, I did get to see the Pope, but a couple …

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Temptation

July 16, 2011: After lunch I went to a cafe to do some planning for work. After a while, an attractive woman about my age came and sat close by. She had tight pants on and a low-cut blouse and she talked with a sexy European accent. Her presence really threw me into turmoil. I …

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Little girls

For most of my life I never really wanted to have children. When I got married, I didn't know that I was infertile and couldn't sire offspring even if I wanted to. Seeing the silver lining, my wife and I enjoyed eight years of matrimonial freedom without the responsibilities of child-rearing. It wasn't until 2012 …

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