Cosmic sexuality

Today one of my sisters-in-law is expected to give birth to her first child. I'll write this post in honor of that momentous event. Yesterday I watched videos by Teal Swan on the psychological split within women and men. Her words seeded my mind, and this post is a birth of verbal expression. Sexuality isn't …

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Elite

Since my teenage years, I've occasionally entertained fantasies of being part of an elite group of one sort or another. These fantasies originated, I think, in an unmet need to be loved and accepted as ordinary. To compensate for this insecurity, I learned to customize various short-lived personae built on being extraordinary, unique, different...special. "If …

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‘Special’ forces

July 11, 2011: While watching a movie last night, my desire to be in the special forces got reawakened. I don't want to kill for any government but instead give life for the government of God, doing so in the manner of the elite teams: going behind enemy lines before conventional forces arrive being highly …

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